.its been a wonderful summer as so the British say or rather the Londoners rejoice. ..it is a city of immigrants Polish being the second most spoken language trailing the British English which again is in dubious territory thanks to the various accents inherited from counties n beyond ......I saw it all .....saw the April snow ..the May thaw the June blossoms the July sun tan the Aug barbecues the Sept brunches .....wake me up when Sept comes floating through the memories and yet Oct is here already ...... transitioned to Avici tunes in Hyde Park with travelling in the underground really not anymore a summary experience ...life s been true to what we know of it..some made the most of it and some barely some of it....and yet this summer belonged to everyone ....in their own implicit n explicit ways.....the inevitability of the winter chill reminded me again nothing lasts forever ......but that's not an unknown anymore and yet the restless mind wanders .......
The restless mind wanders...
"Most importantly you write from the heart, so that the words come leaping onto the page." Alison Weir ....a passionate experience
Friday, October 11, 2013
Monday, November 14, 2011
in pursuit of spirituality
Thursday, September 30, 2010
within and without the civil strife
Thursday, May 06, 2010
rebirth................
to live like kings and die like emperors is what mortals desire deep within the closets of their insecurities reinforced by experiences of ridicule from the world within and snubs without... death of an idea comes not from the rejection of it but from the abandonment of it...how many years have you walked this earth ...how many times have you died in the hands of embarrassment ...and how many times have you been reborn...is rebirth actually so painful as we make it out to be ...is rebirth not the sign of life itself ...does it not epitomise the kicking feeling of being alive and can anyone deny that THAT itself is the biggest adrenalin rush that possibly could be .....going back to school ..studying again....competing again....winning again..losing again...re doing your hair again ...changing your dwelling place again...falling in love again ...are these not signs of rebirth.....re kindling of the youthful buoyant spirit that one so aften mistakes as arrogance of youth......it like learning to unlearn...teenage...the swinging twenties..the steady thirtites and bang you are brought face to face with what you require to make the difference in the last lap ...your youthful optimism ....your ability to start from scratch ..your courage to dissmantle every theory to it basic origins and rework bottom up ......life makes a fool of everyone of us in many ways than one could fanthom...and its lure guile and temptation is such that each one of us is lured back into the game ........to be fooled again ..and again...why do we celebrate one birthday a year if we are reborn every now and then lets celeberate our rebirths trust me evry day will be a party and the hangover ......left to imagination ..to each his own :-)
Tuesday, July 08, 2008
i carry your heart with me

I somehow just love this poem so much that not only do i accept that i cannot get over it but want all to stand by it and enjoy it
e.e. cummings - i carry your heart with me
i carry your heart with me(i carry it in my heart)i am never without it
(anywhere i go you go,my dear; and whatever is done by only me is your doing,my darling)
i fear no fate(for you are my fate,my sweet)i want
no world(for beautiful you are my world,my true)
and it's you are whatever a moon has always meant
and whatever a sun will always sing is you
here is the deepest secret nobody knows
(here is the root of the root and the bud of the bud
and the sky of the sky of a tree called life;which grows
higher than the soul can hope or mind can hide)
and this is the wonder that's keeping the stars apart
i carry your heart(i carry it in my heart)
Sunday, January 14, 2007
a heart born free........

Wednesday, January 10, 2007
To Monks and Ferraris ......
