to where the mind roams free ......fire n air ....fanning each others desires...the spark was spontaneous is an understatement...it began with a bang ...and the big bang theory which kicked off the milky way also states that matter was splashed away to create our universe ..while all other galaxies faded away leaving our little world drifting .....blissfully alone ...pristine ....this was our world ....born in the womb of uncertainty ,lack of passion and a bond grown weak.... the heart throbbed to survive...gasping for air in the form of recognition redemption acknowledgement not necessarily appreciation...was like a newborn gasping to emerge from the amniotic fluid that had protected only to encage....a heart born free.....it found me ...the air...the source of life...of sustenance.....idealism gave way to reality..creativity found a source of undiluted inspiration...ideas like pieces fell into the jigsaw puzzle....expectations formed the first part .....the bigger picture followed.....two diamensional initially.... the fire and air consumed all within to engulf ..to search for the third diamension..to meet....a rendezvous...clandestine...where the beauty innocuously conquered the beast......oo so hard for reality to measure up to expectation and its standards.......appreciation was love for one and acceptance was the binding force for the other......time for once was a bystander,silent waiting in rage for the disregard shown by the two hearts on fire.......words turned magical,the bond magnetic,flaws were discovered and discarded as realism faded into idealism ...dust to dust ashes to ashes.....the game between reality and idealism....all time favourite of time itself.......yet all was not as apparent to the naked eye... ..for the rate of consumption of air was far beyond its rate of supply...creating a mini vaccum in the heart of the burning fire...a vaccum which like a small black hole sucked in the environ..atleast it challenged to......a stray wind from the horizon swept across...splitting the fire into two...flames burning seperately...strongly ...independently....much to utter confusion....dismay of change.....is this possible ...one heart fanning two flames with equal intensity while the earth stood below silently watching the dance of death of one realtionship after another...........one decided to break free before total annihilation....guilty of having started a fission reaction which threatened every existing marital,maternal bond in sight.. a reaction which had gone beyond the control limits........the new born heart had grown more rapidly than its own expectation..outgrowing everything in its vicinity..........its nature unfolded...disclosed....scary to its own being....craving for a violent end ...surprisingly dreaming for it..yearning for it ......the motive thus supplied for rejecting the safer and embracing the dangerous......a bang yet again ...this little world split wide open...and i saw a glimse of the heart born free dissappear...at the speed of light ..moving further..and further away till the horizon could stretch no more ...lost in time .....for good.....an untamed heart now and forever cursed and blessed together......
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i had to read it twice to begin to understand it.....but when i did....i was fascinated.....by not just the metaphor.....but also the indelible mark the beauty and the beast have left on each other...sometimes almost assuming each other's roles....mirroring each other.....as twins.....lost and found....lost again....
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